follwong jaynell

HI I SHALL DO MY DEDICATION TOO x)
jaynell seah you are damn sweeeet.
<3


Hi jaynell this is a damn awesome picture x)
okay hahaha thanks for being there for me when i need it can. <3 when i was in p3 haha encountered some friendship problem. (: thansk for being there tgt with Jieyi haha if not... I don't know what i would do. but luckily everything is okay now and i'm glad that i made even more friends like you (:
yes i agreed with you that well, i really want to appeal out of guides. It's not that i hate guides, its just that i cant believe i am so lousy not to get in choir. the feeling is like unexplainable but then when it happened to you i felt really depressed.
thus i told myself i am going to be a choir-ian forever.
but when i failed my second chance in choir, i knew i wasnt the material for choir.
so i just put all my heart into Guides.
I thought i started to hate myself, not Guides, but I don't want to admit so.
I thought everything in guides is for granted.
I still havent get over the fact that I'm in Guides until mrs poh announced that we are going to change patrols.
I guessed I have to wake up then (:
I am not going to waste 1 single min in guides zuo- boing now.
thanks woman, you helped me go through all this. love you.

orientation prep~

orientation for the year ones these few days~
tiring? yes.
so what if I am in publicity. Yes it is very siok, you sit down and you paint and you wrap and you talk.
but my muscle ache are not better than any of you.
Looking at how Seehian is so worried about the overall deco, It's kinda stressful.
yes, it is indeed more peaceful then the gadgets ppl out there.
I am not complaining anymore. everybody else is doing the same thing. I don't see the year 2s commenting anything about hte muscle aches.
dont mention the year 3s.
get over it. (:
laaa i am preparing to go school alr byeeee~

omfg. -.-

what can i say, may i ask you.
we have all the respect for you, and you have to just destroy the respect.
please, can you like, you know, care about our self esteem?
We have a lot of respect for y'all already.
Sometimes you really do have to see the worst of everything.
I don't know what i can do.
I can't scold, I can't scream.
Just because we have all the respect for you.
We appreciate it, but can you like put yourselves in our shoes?
Don't assume everything.
请不要把我们的自尊心践踏在你们脚下。
seriously. ):
why can you be all so nice to yours and not to others.
why everything of yours is right.
yes indeed, i'm at my worst mood.
I know this is not right.
But what can i do.
I'm condemned. by something called respect.
Respect.
I do respect.
Show some respect first.
Respect comes because you are our elder.
we try very hard.
So please. Respect.

a dream that won't come true.

I have a dream today.
A dream i knew that would never come true.
but it had never appear in my dream for as long as i can remember.
or is this the first time.
no matter what,
that is a very weird dream.
Dreams don't come true.
But i thought is was real.
I imagined it being real.
I opened my eyes, and suddenly the dream disappeared.
I went back to the dream, and yes it did continue.
It is a stupid dream for someone like me.
yet this is the only dream, only dream that i remember every single detail so vividly, even until now.
not nightmares. it's a dream.
wtf what's with me and dreams. -.-

爱你。至死不渝。

如果我的爱给你了任何负担
请相信我
那是因为我的心太沉重
赖在有你的空间中
一一不肯放手。。。

我爱你。至死不渝。


OMG T.T

omg!

omg wtf 江尹湛
i think he's so cuteeeee rawr.
can he dont dieeeeee T.T
okay fine, just to update, i am currently reading the long awaited outsider. OMG i tell you i read until i want to die.
Everybody keep crying and crying and crying like no business.
and probably because of it's origin, the translated version very not nice to read.
RAWR I WANNA UNDERSTAND KOREAN.
but back to the point....
CAN THEY STOP CRYING.
that's why i hate Bella like shit.
kay sorry. I mean like just stop crying. If not for the sake that i want to know the ending so freaking badly and moan about why yinzhan have to die
i may just burn the book!
it's a story that is very very sad rawrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ALL OF THEM HAVE TO DIE.
and can they speak clearly, make their intentions like known!!!!
omg i hate this feeling.
):
i love my yinzhan rawr.
he is the only cute one.
T.T
RAWR I WANNA BE A LION

Life's unfair, and it sucks to be a universal truth.

seriously, can life get better.
I mean like, the expectations of people that people have are like, unreachable. they cant be more compromising with their expectations. They have to set unreasonable stuff that shoot daggers at people when they said it out loud.
Seriously， what if you are better? how much better? you sure you are better?
please, seriously. whatever you think, just put it in your heart please.