she's so unreasonable.

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i'm angry. I knew i should have my respect and everything, but wait till she show me some respect too. for all my life it's always like that. She always complain that i have no respect for her. She thinks that other people have respect. everybody except me. even the most terrible girl who speaks so crudely.
fine. i'm sick and tired of everything.
you never knew what i'm thinking. you assume everything. You always say that i'm to frigging stubborn to admit whatever that i'm in the wrong. You always say that i have a bad personality and everything that's why i have a poor communication skills with the rest of the world.
you always make us of my trust in you, for whatever happens i will tell you, to make me angry when i am sad.
you never appreciate whatever i have done. one mistake i made is 1 fatal move that the rest of my doings are just worthless in your eyes.
Always is a strong word, i know. but i learnt that from you.
you always tell other people that being competitive is no good, but here you are pressing me until i can't even breathe a single shit.
i learnt everything from you. So whatever i said that made you detested, are you trying to say you hate yourself for saying such things too?
you got angry because i got 2B. not including history. yeha, and you think i'm happy too. but the shit is, this is y1 only. parents don't really give a shit if you get some B's. and not like i don't have As! or A plus.
Sorry, the time where A* for every subject doesn't exist anymore. i'm not a genius. go get a genius if you like geniuses so much.
you complain that i could not doing anything but just sit down and play com and watch tv. what can i do? you said i never ever master any skills. but whatever i wanted when i was young, you didn't gave me.
you told me, and i believed that, studies is the only priority.
i was hell damn wrong when i came to sec school. but you are unwilling.
so what's the point of you complaining anyway?
When i got into one of the top schools, you ask me to go to a neighbourhood school.
you thought you can really accept a low grade? no you can't. you don't care at all. just as long as i can present a beautiful report card, you don't care if i am being depised as a nerd, or whether i'm under stress.
i have a life.
no you just only care about studies. I am accepting my CCA alr. what more do you want. Sometimes just accept what life gives you.
You are always able to understand other people but not me.
You always criticise my friends. seriously. i hate this.
i know this post sounds so disrespectful. but i dont give a damn anymore. i'm doing my best to suppresss all my anger. This post is written nicely alr.
I don't want to hide my feelings like a hypocrite.