SO HIGH YET SO LOW.

HI WORLD.
i was about to write, I AM SO HIGH TODAY. but actually to think about it there's somethign to be very low about which is my maths common test RAWR.
i swear i totally screwed everything up so yeah ): Mrs Tay mentioned that there are 2 failures. Really. i think it's me. ): My mum will just kill me omg. I don't want to compare who's screwing it up more because i am very sad about it. To htink i last min chiong my indices when i don't have enough time during that week. It was songleader's week btw.
If my mum sees my bad result she will just scream and order for a change of tuition.
but the things is i just started on that tuition and it's like, kind of new to me?
to add on to it, i didn't have timeeeeee.
omg would she forgive meee.
))))):
let's just stop thinking whether she will forgive me. I can't even forgive myself brrrr.
I may even get a C for maths. tgt with history. and that goes my CA1. * waves with white hankerchief*
oh i am gonna cry soooooon ))))))):
but the thing i am highing bout it, JJ lin is on tv today (:
shall not elaborate, but really he is damn good! not in the sense of how many levels he had passed, but the way he performed. AH.
then i found an artifact! a real one, in my hands. if not for LA, i would never know i have such cool stuff. It just feels magical! like, whatever you are studying in history, it can be applicable to the thing in my hand.
To think that it's just a notebook in the past.
To think that my ancestor held that book, and that book contains so much history. physically, literally, though nothing much was written. I couldnt understand anyway. It's in japanese. isn't that cooooler.
but yeah, the feeling is magical!
(:
URGH BUT MATHS COMMON TEST SPOILS EVERYTHING. I WILL BE DEAD. i cant even forgive myselfffff.