okay hi, finally blogging hurhurhur. it has been a thousand years since i have ever blogged, so should i start everything over again?
maybe i should, (:
SHALL ZOOM BACK TO THE DAY WHEN LEVEL CAMP.
okay initially i was quite disappointed with my level camp groupings, because it's like no other high guides (except for zhichun, but i don't interact with her too much too) and the rest i dont really know, and dont even talk to. yeah was quite worried, till the point when i wanted a jie corner so badly.
then that fateful day arrived. was happy because of my pink bag YAY okay random.
then split into our groups, my group quite stone at first HAHA. but Lydia talked to me so yay haha wasn't that out of place (: then zhichun came and i was like FINALLY HAHA.
and i was quite happy because they told us that if we do the makan cheer we can eat our lunch. so i anticipated. OH the things you will look forward to in the camp is food. and camp food are usually nice, idk whether it is because we are hungry or what HAHA.
okay, then the fateful time appeared when they told us that okay let's move out to pitch your tents.
wanna know my reaction? " EH THEN LUNCH LEH?!?!?!"
OKAY LOL I WAS SIMPLY OVERREACTING. i was cheated of food. ):
and i complained to xiying HAHA.
so we went back under the hot sun to pitch our tents, luckily it was easy and yeah everybody in my group was participating actively (Y)
and we went back for lunch!
then is the orienteering. seriously i think i was daydreaming or something but i didnt know there is a time limit to it trololol i took it as a casual walk around pulau ubin.
but it was a challenge. so in the middle we have to run like nobody's business. BUT GLAD TO SAY, I WASNT TIRED AT ALL. i know the road is far, i know it may take hours to reach, but i cheered and sang and ran like nobody. proud of my achievement!
i guessed it's all from Guides, but then i could say i think i did much better in lvl camp. i don't know why, but i think i work better without stress. i work better without people harping on me, because i do remember the things, it's just that i don't want to be constantly stressed upon. it confuses me. i hate stress, not in the homework kind, but mentally. ):
talking bout it, i guessed stress is all that is stopping me from everything. shall talk about that later, sicne it is related to STC.
but anyway, yeah, then got a point of tiem when we weren't allowed to cheer, me and jade got so sian jade started to complain and i am simply xing shi zou rou that kind of thing TT.
and my mood got worse when somebody was injured. i held myself responsible, because that's what guides have been teaching me, taking care of others. but i failed to do so. i do have high expectations of myself too, but when things do not go my way i would think it is all my fault.
so yeah, probably brightened up when i saw the wild boars. x)
when we finally went to some place that introduces chek jawa, i realised the road we have to walk back to our beloved campsite when the food is there, IS SIMPLY MIND TORTURING. i died at the thought.
but.... the view at the sea was amazing. <3
so we head back, and the instructor was thinking of ways to cheer us on, to make us move on faster, so we get our beloved fanfan.! (ricerice LOL)
he want us to count our steps, so it's like 1,2,3! 1,2,3!
it did work, but when everybody dies down it simply frustrating!
but eventually it evolves into "WANT TO EAT, WANT TO EAT" and this was even more encouraging HAHA
when we reached the campsite like asdfghjkl! the people queuing up for bathing was like WTH haha!
it was an accomplishment for me <3 for everyone too. 15-17km worth of walk under the hot sun, BEAT THAT!
oh the sun is even more scorching that SG's, i swear. the sun shining on you is pain, not just hot. PAIN!!!
finally have dinner and bathed! bathed with shuyi gwyneth and zhichun, quite fun LOL haha!!! sound pervert? NO lol but it's just cute that we have to squeeze inside one cubicle!!
me and shuyi agreed it was fun! (Y)
okay then what was it? MOVING OF TENTS. asdfghjkl!!!!! WORST PART OF CAMP I SWEAR. we were late because the peopple in the toilet took very long and we finally finished everybody was like waiting for us so we chiong to our beloved tents and throw our stuff anyhow and find my shoes and wear it and find my pe t shirt SO YAH can imagine how messy our tents are.
then assemble then they told us to move our tents, because the boys are sleeping in some hall or something to provide us with better comfort.
there was no air con mentioned, but everybody was cheering. idk why. i was irritated. camps are camps! we need no extra comfort. i think sleeping in the tents are just part and parcel of the camp and i dont need any hall LOL. was irritated alr, was even more irritated when we have to move away all the tents. then the boys can go and put their sleeping bags asdfghjkl i thought they should help out no because girls couldnt manage it but you will get what i mean.
so i was helping other people carrying other tents.
i went back to my own tents to carry my stuff.
my tent is gone.
my bag, shoes, towel is everywhere!
asdfghjkl!!!!
i keep complaining that this is totally stupid because WHAT IF I DIDNT STUFF WHAT SHOULDNT BE SEEN INTO MY BAG. i hate it when people touched my things, whether any harm is done or not. then i saw my bag like that i totally almost cried. was angry max and swear i want to find back my tents!!!!!! but anyway sorry i didnt mean to scold the people who offered to take the tent for us, seriously was grateful, and guessed the instructors told them so, but seriously i think they should let us sort out our things first. ):
couldnt bother to help other people and went to search for my tent( sorry but seriously was angry) and the worst thing i couldnt find back my tent!!!!!!!!1
angry to the max. then me, zhichun, shuyi and weng sheum are homeless people. THEN DONT KNOW WHAT LAH WE WENT TO THE ALPHA SECTION AND TOLD THEM WE NO TENT. THEY ASK US TO STAY THERE FIRST THEN ZHICHUN REALISED THAT'S THE ALPHA SECTION LOL. the instructor was like TSK! then ask us go back to the beach but seriously it is not our fault!! ):
went back, still homeless. left our bags there, go supper, come back, still homeless. was still angry and complained to everyone i see. esp angry because the boys should have helped! >:(
then we end up sleeping with some other group members. ):
then sleep. generally okay, but i forgot to bring my watch so ocassionally waking up to see the surroundings quiet.
then at around 2 o clock, me and zhichun woke up. then the whole tent woke up. i thought it was time to go and wash up, i was asking for the t=time and nobody wants to answer me. my phone is like deep down my bag!
so i just took my clothes and went to change and brush my teeth, which was stupid because the instructor was bathing and they were like WTH what are you doing in the middle of the night. wasnt embarrassed, surprisingly, despite the fact that they keep asking us to go back to sleep. i thought it wasnt my fault, and it is kind of normal.
wanted to change out to make myself comfortable, but i am lazy. zhichun went to wash her face. LOL
went back to sleep, i was in this awkard sleeping position. is like qiao er lang tui when i am lying down and i sprained my ankle because of long hours in that position. seriously it was damn pain. i keep rotating my ankles WAH I TELL U PAIN MAX. i think some instructor was outside cause i thought i saw shadow stopping at our tent and i think she must be like wth why rotate your ankles while sleeping is she sleep walking or what LOL
okay then finally morning, TOILET PACKED AS USUAL. envy the boys who go into the toilet w/o even waiting!!!
breakfast i guessed. then was rafting. ROFL HAHA EPIC!!!
we met at the beach and we started with square lash all this lor. was sweating like mad and seriously their instruction was slow and inaccurate i dont feel like i'm in guides but HAHA it was fun! weng sheum helped me! (Y) i was tying with a freaking long rope and we rao until we both die HAHA (: then not enough time then the 2 tyres we anyhow rao LOL damn cui and ugly HAHA. got rope dangling out somemore. LOL i thought we were failing but WE CAME IN FIRST I COULDNT BELIEVE IT HAHAH must be the zai rafter, cause u look at our raft you will be like UHHUH.....
played in the water, though didnt want to. HAHA
THEN IT WAS KAYAKING. worst feeling. reminisce about kayaking lessons LOL
but i did quite fine with the 2 people one! haha. wanted to appply skills but i scared capsize HAHAH so no!
and raft(jihe) fast and quick and accurate! MAMAMIA, (:
then washup, then is high elements. i was scared. SERIOUSLY. cause i never try before so a bit worried. i am still worried when i rmb the feeling i had LOL haha.
was repeatedly saying that i am scared then didnt listen to instructions, got screamed at because i couldnt release and shou the ropes correctly LOL
then when it was my turn, was nervous but everybody was like JIAYOU! so wasnt that bad when i climbed the ladder halfway then the person say STOP! then i looked down though i am not willing but idk why i did it anyway AND SAW THE ROPE GOT STUCK LOL. then i looked down and YES MY FEAR OF HEIGHT CAME BACK ASDFGHJKL
i think the scary part was the when you reached the rope there then dk where to hold or put your leg. it like doing a split in the air for me because well you know i dont have long legs so hahah a bit scary for me!
then i was moving godddamn slowly not because i was scared but because idk when i should turn back! HAHA so yeah when i went back i was damn fast HAHA. thanks gwyneth and jade for cheering me on!!!! ^^
finally ended, but mine was damn easy hehehe!
then clarissa came and told me about the low wall how it is impossible for heavy and short people like me HAHA. was worried bout it and when it was tiem for me to climb i pitied weng sheum and yew hwei and want to get things done quickly so they dont feel tortorous. pitied the guys, nicholas and brian too cause i was goddamn heavy and i was damn glad that managed to pull me up. SO THANKS PEOPLE I AM GLAD TO BE LIVING NOW!!! (:
after the low wall i had no fear LOL haha. then got stupid lightning so we went back, discussing about our undone campfire stuff. LOL. HAHA (:
went to bathe, and came out to discuss bout campfire. quite last min, and was damn angry cause i was copying the lyrics for somebody when they told me they need it and when i finihsed it they say they dont need it asdfghjkl!!!!!
and campfire! was expecting it to be high and was high during the cheering part ROFL.
and i was high during the first part. we were the first to perform anyway embarrasing much!
then i went back, still desperately cheering jade up.
but then i couldnt see the performance and THEN, the stupid light blinded my eyes and i couldnt see any performance so i stoned. and dozed off. campfire was dragged to 12 30! i was hungry and then got this terrible gastric and needing to carry back the benches back was simple a boo for me ):
when i finally had supper, my gastric got better and i was happy again ^^v
then we slept in the aircon room! not that delighted, we were quite pissed off but then shall not mentioned it as long as i get my sleep! ^^
then tmr! rise and shine, then break camp, chai diao everything, area cleaning AND YAY WE GO HOME! slept soundly during the bus ride back!
and then camp at macs after camp = best reward!!!!!
i really loved level camp. it was hard, tiring, but i am glad i enjoyed most of it, like really do, without complaining, esp the trekking part. i grew and learned. (: thank you, level camp (:
